Falling from Grace (ch2)

… follow me if you wish to know when I upload the next chapter … ~ or read from the start.   Falling From Grace I am lying by the fire, scent of sage and the trance like voice of Osher River Oriyah leads me in. When my inner vision awakens I am unable to move…

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Raunchy – not #metoo

I have to admit – I never know how to be raunchy. It mystifies me. I can’t fit my psyche into what it takes to be sexy. It’s over my head. I did try. Stockings and stilettos don’t do it for me. These are my eyes, my breasts, my buttocks, in contrast and compared to…

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21C Tantrika ~ Introduction

~ I self-publish my manuscript weekly here ~ ~ follow me if you wish to know when I upload the next chapter ~ 22 Chapters : Femininity. Falling From Grace. Psyche & Eros. Maiden of Dawn, Woman of Dark. Hermana. In The Beginning. Lilith Comes First. Pyramid. Golden Age. Kuthundur. Dystopia. Ki Ara. Hierosgamy. Coming Together. Amrita.…

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Dedication to Truth/Radical Self Care

Dedication to truth and radical self care, says Aisha Salem, can hold this culture in the embrace of existence as heaven on earth. What does that mean? Here I walk in the forest; dedicated to truth and self care. I’ve left all responsibilities, all needs to be something for someone, all housekeeping, all mobile media,…

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Deep Within Me No Polarity

David Deida got it wrong. Not the remedy, but the premise upon which he based this remedy. Similar to Freud, whose theories of sexuality were developed by observing Victorian clients with [culturally conditioned] sexual dysfunction, Deida is observing the psychological reality of heterosexual people interacting in the [culturally conditioned] dysfunction of post-Victorian patriarchy. With a…

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Scapegoat Yoga

I see a beautiful brown mama goat down below, lying next to her white baby goat. Having fallen off the cliff, they are both devastated on a wide, flat rock; dead. Tears come. Oh the agony of this culture killing love! Animals constantly losing their babies, Syrians, Palestinians. Cut through am I by this cold…

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Sovereign Aloneness

Celebrating aloneness. I’m not sure how I ended up alone, it was not my intention. I think I got here in the service of truth. Truth over glamour, truth over lies, truth – more than codependency. It only looks so cosy in other people’s lives. There once was a tribe. The tribe fell away. Some…

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Tantric Leapfrog

“There is a fundamental psychological law none can escape: descent is commensurate with ascent. One cannot descend farther than one has ascended, because the force necessary for descent is the very same force needed for ascent. If, by accident, someone descended lower than his capacity for ascent, this would immediately result in some serious accident,…

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Materialise Spirit (spirit into matter)

How to materialise Spirit – there’s only one way : Conceive, birth. Any other way we claim to do this is imaginary, fraudulent; as what we are here to do is spiritualise matter – turn matter into spirit. So calling down angels, ascended masters, goddesses is all theatre. Spirit is not claimed here. All we…

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The Art of the Spiritual Warrior

This is from my beloved teacher, Virochana Khalsa These practices are real and beneficial. “Eventually, we will all become Buddha’s, and live in a cosmic delight. Some of us do not want to wait a billion years, and will push the timing within our beloved body of the one. Call it an exuberance if you will.…

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Welcome to my Whirled

This quote accurately describes my world. I wish I knew who wrote this so I could give them the credit due to this amazing piece! “In other words, the absolutely full state of awareness (bharitākārā avasthā) which Bhairava describes is the immediacy of a joyously expanded field of awareness free of mental filters or projections;…

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Those Gnostics were onto Something…

“The Gnostic Christians of the second century believed that only a special revelation of knowledge rather than faith could save a person. The contents of this revelation could not be received empirically or derived a priori. They considered this special gnosis so valuable that it must be kept secret. Here are the ten major principles…

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