Femininity

What is femininity?  How do we know? We are all raised within this masculine paradigm where women and men behave like hunters with single pointed deadly focus. We have patriarchal consciousness regardless of which gender we identify with. All the sounds, structures, systems, science and language are masculine. Is there an insatiable unintegrated male god…

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Rune #6

Ramblings of Wombmankind : 1. Why am I wasted? There’s no one to hold me. Men run away. I’m too intense.  >anger< If I was intense and beautiful – that would be different. If you are intense, you are beautiful. If I could be beautiful, I could be intense. >trigger< (shock, the tangent of seven…

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Psyche & Eros (ch3)

“If your identity is based on relationship, you can extend it – in many directions. If your identity is based upon things you have to hold onto it and guard your ego boundaries.”i Dolores La Chapelle. What is it that makes modern relationships such a hassle? My relationship with my mother was the biggest hassle.…

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Falling from Grace (ch2)

… follow me if you wish to know when I upload the next chapter … ~ or read from the start.   Falling From Grace I am lying by the fire, scent of sage and the trance like voice of Osher River Oriyah leads me in. When my inner vision awakens I am unable to move…

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Raunchy – not #metoo

I have to admit – I never know how to be raunchy. It mystifies me. I can’t fit my psyche into what it takes to be sexy. It’s over my head. I did try. Stockings and stilettos don’t do it for me. These are my eyes, my breasts, my buttocks, in contrast and compared to…

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Dedication to Truth/Radical Self Care

Dedication to truth and radical self care, says Aisha Salem, can hold this culture in the embrace of existence as heaven on earth. What does that mean? Here I walk in the forest; dedicated to truth and self care. I’ve left all responsibilities, all needs to be something for someone, all housekeeping, all mobile media,…

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Scapegoat Yoga

I see a beautiful brown mama goat down below, lying next to her white baby goat. Having fallen off the cliff, they are both devastated on a wide, flat rock; dead. Tears come. Oh the agony of this culture killing love! Animals constantly losing their babies, Syrians, Palestinians. Cut through am I by this cold…

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Sovereign Aloneness

Celebrating aloneness. I’m not sure how I ended up alone, it was not my intention. I think I got here in the service of truth. Truth over glamour, truth over lies, truth – more than codependency. It only looks so cosy in other people’s lives. There once was a tribe. The tribe fell away. Some…

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Tantric Leapfrog

“There is a fundamental psychological law none can escape: descent is commensurate with ascent. One cannot descend farther than one has ascended, because the force necessary for descent is the very same force needed for ascent. If, by accident, someone descended lower than his capacity for ascent, this would immediately result in some serious accident,…

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Materialise Spirit (spirit into matter)

How to materialise Spirit – there’s only one way : Conceive, birth. Any other way we claim to do this is imaginary, fraudulent; as what we are here to do is spiritualise matter – turn matter into spirit. So calling down angels, ascended masters, goddesses is all theatre. Spirit is not claimed here. All we…

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